.Sunday, April 12, 2009 ' 5:36 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Hi dear friends.
I shall update this forgotten-poor blog now since I don't touch it since January.
First thing of all I will talk about the treatment I did in that clinic. This is mainly for Acacia, Adam and Jasper. Yeah you people because we don't talk for centuries and I am missing you three so badly. Please send me an email telling me how is going your life in college!!
Well returning to the issue. The initial treatment was a failure because my body rejected the pace maker so the doctors used a new procedure. I won't explain it because it is really complicated and I am not into mood to think a lot.
The matter is I am OK now.
When I was in Germany I met up with Adele and Jaymes. it is a waste Jasmine is studying abroad and Gilbert was visiting his grandparents in countryside.
I know Rui I can send you an e-mail, but sometimes it is really better to write it in a type of-journal-thing. Thanks for taking care of things while I was sick.
Talking about the present.
Today I am sick...fever only. Nothing important.
I wanted to talk about various issues, but first... Talk about the most important person in the world (to me)
Sara... I know I should be asleep but I woke up a while ago and I am not sleepy at all and I am writing because of that. Let me tell you something I can't tell you by voice... When Pedro was there with you, in your home I felt a little jealous. It doesn't hurt at all, but sometimes I wish I could be the one with you, be the one accepted by your parents. Please don't cry... I just want to be true to you. Pedro is the one you love...I know it. Earlier or later I will end up being stronger. I will overcome this...Now that I was discharged from the clinic I am trying to be happy again...like I was before. Do you remember what I always said? "My life is not perfect. The person I love does not love me...but in general I am happy"
I will be like that once again, and in that time I'm sure we will be good friends. I know lately I am always hurting you but when I was alone in the bed at the clinic I really remembered how I wished to know my mom and dad... I remembered how much I love you. How much I want you to be happy... or simply happier.
Please...Live
Pedro...take good care of her. go ahead with the excelent work you are doing...because in the end you are doing a better job than I did.
Marina, dear... tomorrow we will talk. Remember only: I really like you. you are my friend, my dear friend and nothing in this world will change it.
For now bye dear friends
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MESSAGES
Chika-chan, Chou-chan *smile* I received your email and I will pick you both at 2pm, next week, Sunday at Eustan Train Station . I am waiting eagerly to meet up with you girls (^^) David cleaned one of the guests rooms so, yeah, you can't stay here at my home.
Maggie-chan, I did not forgot you. I would like you to send me an email telling me how are you doing. Sara told me you sent me one another day but I didn't receive it... Kisses, dear.
Layla and John Marcus. I can't go to Cornwall Thursday... Sorry guys but I have work to do. we can schedule other day if you wish so. Tell me something.
To all others I hope you all are fine... I like you all really much. Remember that
And... mom, dad and Jacob-grandfather, Elizabeth-grandmother, Tomás-grandfather and Idalina-grandmother; despite I don't believe in Heaven or Hell or something after death I am hoping you all to be happy and proud of the man I become
